A steady job, a warm bed at night, three meals a day, some friends to spend time with. A sane person would be content. A sane person would be counting her blessings.
I've got my eyes on the sky, across the ocean, in your room, and back to the place where I first met you. Focused forwards and backward--while in the present, I am living a haphazard, exhausted existence. My body suffers. Beyond basic physical needs, I lack so much.
I want answers. I want to know why you went away. I want to know why things must be denied of me. I want to know when I'm going to be able to feel like myself again. When again will I create something that